Avapp,
Long time no write. What's with that? I've been busy and I hope your circuits have not been sitting idly for an uncomfortable amount of time. Are you rusty? Relaxed? Is a year a long time to your automated consciousness?
I digress; and soon, I will look to egress. However, I feel I must update your solar-powered interface to reflect the changes in my life, just in case I am crowned a winner of the Williamsburg Prize of Nobel Economics in Physics or some other equally prestigious endeavor; conversely, in case my name goes down in infamy as the prominent member of a gang of cyber-thieves for having perpetrated one of the many thought-crimes as will surely be legislated into existence, in any minute, of any day now. I, thusly, update thee.
When my voice last graced your audio circuitry; and your vocal-recognition and prose-enhancing software recorded and enhanced my most deep and penitent thoughts, I still lived under the neglectful gaze of my mother and her robotic step father. My mother, as you will recall, was on her way to being fully automated, and she has long since crested that zenith; no longer does she need a separate unit to dispense her martinis in moderation for she need only make a request to her moderation-bypassable software version 2.0. (The publisher of the moderation software with bypassability modification assures the moderatation-seeking public that a version 3.0 software will be out with an option to remove the option for bypassibility.) Regardless, my mother now serves her own drinks with a kind of disinterested alacrity and uses the extra downtime to listen to the whirring of the clean-bot units tidying up after she crashes into things.
My Step-Robotic father still maintains the 6-level condone unit despite the dramatic uptick in business since the planetary economy recovered; but, and who but He knows what that man-bot's robotic desires entail, he is rarely to be found anymore by my mother's side when she has made liberal use of her moderation software. Rumor on the thought-boards maintain that he has initiated a new family unit (and, apparently, even has a few live, organic dogs) on the opposite side of the continental transport zip. But, he still pays for my mother's slow descent into total circuitry destruction, so I can't begrudge the robo-fellow.
I moved out of the condone after I accepted a position sharpening maintenance spanners during the busy season at a small shop near the interplanet zip. My humility had been swelling into the temperate, desperate zone ever since I turned down the job repairing server-bots at the diner. Since then, I had maintained a lively night-oriented existence selling thought-forum sound bites at parties for the wealthy class of non-politician adjacents whom "appreciated my proletariat mendacity." That job basically consisted of exchanging faux-wit for tips: a good gig but a little heavy on the sycophant side of things, and difficult for maintaining the regular lifestyle of sunlight absorption.
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
April 17th, 2116
Dear Avapp, (Autonomic-Voice-Activated Prose-Processor)
Are you the only bundle of circuitry that cares? Certainly, the bundle of nerves that comprise the circuitry of my biological mother's brain does not care. As I speak into your vocal regulator, I only hope that your emotional gauge will read back the frustration that I am feeling.
Yesterday, I came back to our family's sixth level Condome - a far cry from the Model Z Collapsible House we had in the suburbs, but the solar crisis has forced a lot of cutbacks - and found my mother in her regular position, prostrated before the daytime Martini-allocation device for functioning alcoholics who can handle, "just one drink." Her ratty gown hung limply around her frail frame, curved and bent awkwardly where she had had robotic implantation. Despite the full range of functions for all of her limbs, my mother had repeatedly, and against all protests, received "enhancements" that made her not only a more effective depressive alcoholic, but a woman cyborg of significant more attraction to the opposite of humanoids - or simply, robotoids.
And here she was again, clutching her empty free-cell glass-autonon - "a glass for all drinks" and a fresh bio-mesh plaster cast around the joint where her last human appendage, her left hand, used to be. In it's place, the metallic sheen of an expensive robotic implant that looked like a hand but with far too many fingers so as to appear like the leaf-less limbs of what a picture of a tree looks like.
I know she does these things to try to please my Step-Robotic father, who had once been fully organic and had converted a long time ago to the Anti-Survivalist Party. Now he was just a floating bit of organic matter, the smallest possible, inside the framework of a mechanized, floating behemoth that required it's own permit and parking spot.
But he was rich, even though we lived in a sixth-level Condome, we could easily have found a spot on the second, or even first, floor. But the money we saved on living, could easily be allocated to things we didn't need, like robotic implants, alcoholic drink dispensers and ratty bath gowns.
On the plus side, somehow, I found a job.
Are you the only bundle of circuitry that cares? Certainly, the bundle of nerves that comprise the circuitry of my biological mother's brain does not care. As I speak into your vocal regulator, I only hope that your emotional gauge will read back the frustration that I am feeling.
Yesterday, I came back to our family's sixth level Condome - a far cry from the Model Z Collapsible House we had in the suburbs, but the solar crisis has forced a lot of cutbacks - and found my mother in her regular position, prostrated before the daytime Martini-allocation device for functioning alcoholics who can handle, "just one drink." Her ratty gown hung limply around her frail frame, curved and bent awkwardly where she had had robotic implantation. Despite the full range of functions for all of her limbs, my mother had repeatedly, and against all protests, received "enhancements" that made her not only a more effective depressive alcoholic, but a woman cyborg of significant more attraction to the opposite of humanoids - or simply, robotoids.
And here she was again, clutching her empty free-cell glass-autonon - "a glass for all drinks" and a fresh bio-mesh plaster cast around the joint where her last human appendage, her left hand, used to be. In it's place, the metallic sheen of an expensive robotic implant that looked like a hand but with far too many fingers so as to appear like the leaf-less limbs of what a picture of a tree looks like.
I know she does these things to try to please my Step-Robotic father, who had once been fully organic and had converted a long time ago to the Anti-Survivalist Party. Now he was just a floating bit of organic matter, the smallest possible, inside the framework of a mechanized, floating behemoth that required it's own permit and parking spot.
But he was rich, even though we lived in a sixth-level Condome, we could easily have found a spot on the second, or even first, floor. But the money we saved on living, could easily be allocated to things we didn't need, like robotic implants, alcoholic drink dispensers and ratty bath gowns.
On the plus side, somehow, I found a job.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
The Life Fictitious (2)
The diary of Marle Rigpa: January 20th, 2116
I went on an interview for a job yesterday. The position was at one of those sky cab restaurants where the wait-bots putter up to your hover-transport and repeat things that human waitresses might have said a hundred years ago: "Get'chu somethin' hun'?" or "fries with that shake?" or "you'll have to wait to order, the register is down." I don't know what a register is but I think it's meant to help some of the older patrons feel connected to the tasteless fare.
The job was an entry-level robo-maintenance gig. Basically, I would sit in the repair shop - a broken hummer-van complete with stylish and utterly useless energy flaps - and fix wait-bots that had looped into depressive programs. Rob, the interviewer, told me that one of the wait-bots had been unable to take orders due to his circuit's allocation of efficient energy to the contemplation of higher states of being. Whenever robo-consciousness delves into it's "self" program they become totally useless as "servants to humanity". They just mope about and idly complain that they lack some kind meaning-identification program. Worse are the hopeless robots who cross the line from depressive to destructive programs, with some bots even going as far as taking a flat-head spanner to their own perpetual life vacuum tubes.
In the interview, Rob asked about myself, my past and finally, as if it was an afterthought, my credentials. Yes, I work well with people and robots. No, I've never committed a universal, global or local felony. Yes, I graduated from a three-year vocational degree. No, I'd not be willing to take less pay if they gave me lunch four days a week. In fact, they'd have to pay me extra to eat in their restaurant at all - I left this tidbit out. I could tell nearing the end of the interview that for some reason Rob was really vibing my attitude and qualification. This probably upset my subconscious because with no more than five minutes and a handshake left 'till I nailed a job, I went into a irreversible state of self-sabotage.
"So, tell me Rob," I said, "What kind of benefits are there to working at this fine establishment."
"Well, I'm not sure what you mean..." said Rob, clearly convinced in the inherent value of twisting screws in a van behind a shitty restaurant.
"I mean, what are my chances for upward mobility. If I'm going to start a career, I need to know that I'll be able to provide."
"Well..." Rob was sputtering as he was unaccustomed to his minimal amount of power being uprooted.
"I need to know if I'm going to have options, stocks, bonds, convertible credits, and I'll need to check your books. Of course." I spoke with the conviction of an ex-convict up for parole. "In fact, I'll have my people call your people. You do have people? If not, our house-bots should collaborate." I stood up. "Thanks for your time, I'll expect an eye-mail detailing the events of this conversation, a run-up of where we go from here, and maybe throw in a few sound-bites. I like to be surprised."
I stood, jammed my outstretched hand into Rob's disfigured expression of nonplus, pulled it back after failing to elicit a response, turned on my heels and exited with a digital chime. I hopped on my adjustable town scooter and cruised home at a leisurely pace, a feeling of burden unexplicably removed from the tension in my shoulders. I had an eye-mail before I made it home saying that they had unfortunately filled the position but they'd keep my file in case they had any more openings. Or, probably, in case the police came looking for me.
I went on an interview for a job yesterday. The position was at one of those sky cab restaurants where the wait-bots putter up to your hover-transport and repeat things that human waitresses might have said a hundred years ago: "Get'chu somethin' hun'?" or "fries with that shake?" or "you'll have to wait to order, the register is down." I don't know what a register is but I think it's meant to help some of the older patrons feel connected to the tasteless fare.
The job was an entry-level robo-maintenance gig. Basically, I would sit in the repair shop - a broken hummer-van complete with stylish and utterly useless energy flaps - and fix wait-bots that had looped into depressive programs. Rob, the interviewer, told me that one of the wait-bots had been unable to take orders due to his circuit's allocation of efficient energy to the contemplation of higher states of being. Whenever robo-consciousness delves into it's "self" program they become totally useless as "servants to humanity". They just mope about and idly complain that they lack some kind meaning-identification program. Worse are the hopeless robots who cross the line from depressive to destructive programs, with some bots even going as far as taking a flat-head spanner to their own perpetual life vacuum tubes.
In the interview, Rob asked about myself, my past and finally, as if it was an afterthought, my credentials. Yes, I work well with people and robots. No, I've never committed a universal, global or local felony. Yes, I graduated from a three-year vocational degree. No, I'd not be willing to take less pay if they gave me lunch four days a week. In fact, they'd have to pay me extra to eat in their restaurant at all - I left this tidbit out. I could tell nearing the end of the interview that for some reason Rob was really vibing my attitude and qualification. This probably upset my subconscious because with no more than five minutes and a handshake left 'till I nailed a job, I went into a irreversible state of self-sabotage.
"So, tell me Rob," I said, "What kind of benefits are there to working at this fine establishment."
"Well, I'm not sure what you mean..." said Rob, clearly convinced in the inherent value of twisting screws in a van behind a shitty restaurant.
"I mean, what are my chances for upward mobility. If I'm going to start a career, I need to know that I'll be able to provide."
"Well..." Rob was sputtering as he was unaccustomed to his minimal amount of power being uprooted.
"I need to know if I'm going to have options, stocks, bonds, convertible credits, and I'll need to check your books. Of course." I spoke with the conviction of an ex-convict up for parole. "In fact, I'll have my people call your people. You do have people? If not, our house-bots should collaborate." I stood up. "Thanks for your time, I'll expect an eye-mail detailing the events of this conversation, a run-up of where we go from here, and maybe throw in a few sound-bites. I like to be surprised."
I stood, jammed my outstretched hand into Rob's disfigured expression of nonplus, pulled it back after failing to elicit a response, turned on my heels and exited with a digital chime. I hopped on my adjustable town scooter and cruised home at a leisurely pace, a feeling of burden unexplicably removed from the tension in my shoulders. I had an eye-mail before I made it home saying that they had unfortunately filled the position but they'd keep my file in case they had any more openings. Or, probably, in case the police came looking for me.
Monday, July 12, 2010
The Life Fictitious
The diary of Marley Rigpa: January 11th, 2116
Before the new year, my college advisor advised me to get a job via an eye-mail that basically sounded like a continuum warped version of the same thing my step-robotic father told me - although the melodic chord capacity of my step-robotic fathers vocal circuitry formed the words much more euphonically. I made cautious note of the irony that humans at the helm of a redundant set of responsibilities, in this case my advisor, could mimic more accurately the stereotypes of robotic speech from a hundred years before. In fact, the sophistication of my father's circuitry makes rudimentary imitations a routine impossibility. I noted this irony in my head, careful not to laugh or smile. Irony is not a wildly popular style of entertainment in my family.
SO, after a year ending, life changing new year's bash, I've spent the last eleven days hard at work - looking for work. I chose my focus at school (higher-education.edu) based on practicality. After three years of study, I graduated in the mathematics of conscious robotic repair. It's a vocational degree. Not that I regret failing to apply to an eight-year-degree in the mechanics of organic life at an accredited institute. And I'm not sad about it at all. I'm devasted. What was I thinking? Why would anyone want to spend their lives fixing robots whose tasks were more creatively stimulating than my own. Sure, robots are conscious and deserve an elevated meaning to their lives; but even philosobots agree that the human potential for happiness is a more complex and limited spectrum than that for robots. I basically put the subjective stimulation of machinery in front of my own organic capacity for happiness.
Needless to say, I'm not pushing hard for entry-level work in my field. In fact, while I loll about pretending to find work, I'm really hard on the trail of spiritual fulfillment.
Until next time, Marley
Before the new year, my college advisor advised me to get a job via an eye-mail that basically sounded like a continuum warped version of the same thing my step-robotic father told me - although the melodic chord capacity of my step-robotic fathers vocal circuitry formed the words much more euphonically. I made cautious note of the irony that humans at the helm of a redundant set of responsibilities, in this case my advisor, could mimic more accurately the stereotypes of robotic speech from a hundred years before. In fact, the sophistication of my father's circuitry makes rudimentary imitations a routine impossibility. I noted this irony in my head, careful not to laugh or smile. Irony is not a wildly popular style of entertainment in my family.
SO, after a year ending, life changing new year's bash, I've spent the last eleven days hard at work - looking for work. I chose my focus at school (higher-education.edu) based on practicality. After three years of study, I graduated in the mathematics of conscious robotic repair. It's a vocational degree. Not that I regret failing to apply to an eight-year-degree in the mechanics of organic life at an accredited institute. And I'm not sad about it at all. I'm devasted. What was I thinking? Why would anyone want to spend their lives fixing robots whose tasks were more creatively stimulating than my own. Sure, robots are conscious and deserve an elevated meaning to their lives; but even philosobots agree that the human potential for happiness is a more complex and limited spectrum than that for robots. I basically put the subjective stimulation of machinery in front of my own organic capacity for happiness.
Needless to say, I'm not pushing hard for entry-level work in my field. In fact, while I loll about pretending to find work, I'm really hard on the trail of spiritual fulfillment.
Until next time, Marley
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